Closer to You

September 6, 2015

9:00PM

I've been getting better about dealing with everything and accepting it as life.

It's been about 2 weeks or so since I've had a rough day.

I had such a great weekend with Mike and Karolyn.

As soon as I got home, you were heavy on my heart so I decided to write to you since I can't call you.

Being around your family temporarily fills a void.

And when I leave, the hollow feeling inside returns.

I wanted to call you on my way home.

This would have been our time to talk, but I can't.

We really enjoyed ourselves.

We drove and met up Friday night in Charlotte.

Karolyn got theri first and I was last since I worked.

We went to this place called Fahrenheit.

It was real nice.

We had a few drinks and just talked.

On Saturday, we were supposed to go out, but we ended up falling asleep.

We grabbed breakfast today, before we hit the road.

I know you would have been proud of us for making the effort to meet even though life can get busy.

I finished the first week of my second year.

It went well.

I miss my old students.

I see them in the hallway all the time, but it's not the same.

I feel like an effective teacher.

There are different strategies I am using and I am moving a tad bit slower.

Sometimes, when we don't slow down, I feel like we forget to experience life and breathe.

Hopefully, I can continue to live life in the backseat in all aspects of my life.

I have been doing well.

I know you would be proud of me.

I can hear you saying "very good, sweetheart."

I am always thinking about you.

I love you!

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